Her endless life story starts in Beirut
Shatter into pieces bit by bit,
Scatter all over the pit. I am drawn in the midst of fear, Pleading someone to appear. Tell me if this is my fate, Then i pause a bit before i leave. Appa, Appa, hear me now, Please take care of my dears for now, Till the dark clouds are gone. For they will praise your name And dance till they sleep under the pine. Oh God, save me from the night thunder Because i am not able to stay up much longer. Send me through the wind to your arms, So i rejoice in your presence. The enemies are here for snatching up my flesh, So desperate to finish off and rest. I can see the rage coming out from their eyes, Waiting for that moment to arise. They have set me the prey, But i'll stand still in faith and continue to pray. Appa, Appa, hear me now, Come, assemble my pieces and make me like a spawn. Save me from filthy hands that thirst for my soul. As i lay down at your feet, I find my trust in your word that brings hope to my soul. Lord, dismay my enemies with your greatness, And take a grip on harmful attempts, For they aim to destroy me at your sight. Come and embrace me with your pure blood, To protect me from the claws of this world. You have anointed me with your grace, You have filled my emptiness with your love, You have armored all parts of me with your strength, And like David, i will fight against my enemies Because i trust in my God, The Father. "He reached down from on high and took hold of me; He drew me out of deep waters. He rescued me from my powerful enemy, from my foes who were too strong for me" Psalms 18:16-17
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Take me to the promised land where you dwell.
Take me by my hand and lead me. I know you promised me to take me to your Holiness, Just like you promised Moses to bring your people out of the affliction of Egypt. The road is rough, and sometimes impossible to pass through. But i know you are with me, making me a way to go through. There is pain and weary through the process, But there is also a reward in the end. Take me to the place where i can see your face. Take me to the place where it doesn't recognize day and night. On the cliff, hold me still and never let me go. I surrender my plans into your hands. I submit my self to you, the fortifier of my life. Take me to the promised land where you dwell. Make me the person i am called to bring glory to your name. Take me to the place where i belong, A place higher than what i envisioned. Take me and make me grater than i am. And let me praise you in the midst of hardship as in the midst of prosperity. Your plans are good that bring hope to my soul. Make them real, oh my Lord! Take me to the place where you have promised. On the giant mountain i stand, i stand to extol you, oh Lord. Speak your plans in my parched soul, Wash all fallacious thoughts that degrade my faith and hope in your greatness. In litany i’ll remain faithful to your undone plans. Take me to the promised land where you dwell. Take me by my hand and lead me. I am oblivion without your presence in my life. For you are the keeper of my heart. It was in Autumn, my Love was on His way to me.
I was impatiently standing at the window, waiting for my Love to stumble into my house. My steadfast house was ready to greet my Love, so when He enters, He will fill it with sweet fragrance of clematis and oriental lilies. The countrymen snored with disgrace saying, “what Love you utter of, when He had not breathed in your house?” But what do you know about my Love, i say. My Love whom you do not know of, is the dark’s warrior, wolf hunter, wild lion, pledge fulfiller, good shepherd, innocent lamb; He is and will remain. They belittled every word i uttered, every reality that seemed so delusional to them. Truly i say, my Love is the greatest love that no man can have without knowing It. But i will keep proclaiming about my Love even when they are against the things i say about Him. My Love surrounds me in the midst of the untamed woodland and takes me by my hand and whispers to my ear, “I will not forsake you; you are mine and I dwell in you”. My Love dresses me a new white cloth and wreaths my hair with daisies. My Love carries me into the forest, far up the hills, and tells me how beautiful i am, how precious i am to my Love. Although my Love was with me, in my heart i was afraid of the dark. I heard the sound of the wolves, cursing me repeatedly, “you foolish little girl, do you believe that this Man you love will save you? He bluffs by offering you wonderful promises”. I felt alone. I went to seek my Love in the forest, but i could not find. The curse kept chasing me. I could not tolerate it. I fell on the ground, pressing my ears with my hands, crying for my Love to come and save me from the curse that fell upon me. I saw a light far from the place where i stand, reaching closer to me. It was my Love’s face that i peered and my heart went gay, for my heart knew my Love wouldn't leave me for my heart belonged to Him. My Love came and embraced my weak soul and my heart felt the warmth of His love and said with certainty in His sovereignty, “I will not leave you in the wolves’ den chained, I will burst through like a roaring lion”. It was in Spring, my Love was waiting for me across the field full of tulips. He was telling me to run with Him and lay down in the grass. Oh, how i wish to spring every day like this day, so i can enjoy every moment of my life with my Love forever. Amen :) Also available on: medium.com/@patil.kalfayan/the-lovers-promise-cd1b9cba4067#.4asidqkuk “Oh faithful heart, what went wrong?
What caused you to live like a hermit in filthy world? Oh golden heart, why drift in misery, when you have wings to skim you above the waters to breathe peacefully? Why waste your sweet youthful times on ravaged hearts, when all you need is consolation? The Heart’s Message: I came to finally rest from all the scandals, all the grief that came along with my life. I became a comrade of my sorrow. I spent nights sob in tranquil just to feel at ease. I sought liberty, love and happiness in crowded places, but in vain. I found myself uninvited when I thought I was. I have been a witness and a victim of all horrifying deeds. I started to lose my strength every time I was afflicted by the strikes that stay forever indelible. The Creator’s Message: I am all mighty creator of all creations, tell me, why are you sad? Why harm yourself because of some fool hearts who constantly aim to drag you into their world? My dear heart, don’t feel desolated, for I am your creator, you are valued. I shall never let detrimental, dull-witted hearts cause you trouble. For the day will come, I will hold you in the palm of my hand and be the asylum of your undying soul. I shall forever carry and bathe your puny heart. I am all mighty creator of all creations, reveal to me, reveal your sorrow so I can heal you. My pitiful heart, you are lost within this unfortunate world, trying to save yourself. My fearful heart, I feel sorry for you. I look upon you with grief when you search for comfort and affection. I see the strident agony that speaks through your eyes, but fear no more, for the day will come, I will cure you from your sufferings. Oh treasured heart, how can you let the moon and the starts above steal your laughter, and leave you mourn in the dark? How can you be all night drunk in oppression and cool in daytime? Oh moanful heart, why let the pillow shares your days of despair, while your friends share your smile? Why let your weepy heart lull at sweet breezy nights, when it yearns to avow?” Check out more writings on: medium.com/me/stories/public |
Patil KalfayanAs you can see this is my adorable Blog, where i am free to express my thoughts, feelings and ideas/information about life, fashion and faith. I love to travel and explore every part of the world. I love to discover new things, and try new things, although i seek stability and comfort at some point, but taking risk has always been a transformable challenge to me. I am ambivert and i have my own crazy world. Welcome to my Blog, hope you enjoy the stay. :) "I went through some lonely years, no one understood me, no one believed in me, no one saw what i saw, i lost friends, God took me away from my job. Then i learned that Little birds fly in flocks, but EAGLES FLY ALONE." Joyce Meyer Archives
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